I'm so confuse right now, i have been trying all my best to keep us moving from one point to the other. I did the most wonderful thing ever i had done in my whole life for you birthday. I shop till i drop, and i think till i went mad. I even fight for the hardest time ever i had faced. All these things that i did was just for you.

Now i have to face another problem. I guess the problem that we encounter all this while will never end. Maybe our highest point we could both reach was just friends and not more than that. It's really sad to know that i had been trying so hard all this while and the only thing that i got was just a piece of thin air. We had fun, joy and the spent best moment that i had experience but at the end i lost all this cos those moment were just a borrowed time.

I really do respect with what you had chosen. I know that everyone is really different and everyone had their own point of view in life.

To tell the truth i don't really knew you very well. I had to asked you question to know what was the things that you were thinking. You kept everything to yourself. I had to dig out all the things to make you say something. The thing that i didn't expect most was for you to come to me and told me that there's another problem that i had to face. I thought we could move on to another stage. But i realized that life was not that simple, problems would not just end that way. I just had to tackle all the high walls that block my way. I knew that even thought i could go through this time, i'm sure there would be another obstacle that will block my way. I just had to believe in myself that whatever i faced, i have to accept it. No matter what happens, i hope you will be right there watching over my back.

P/S: you might be tattooed on my back, but i'm trying to remove it slowly without any pain.

:(
good luck.
» Zanzibar on 2008-03-20 09:58:57

Anytime in the day, when you feel like you need someone to talk to, know that I'm just a phonecall away :)
» Elissa (202.156.10.14) on 2008-03-21 02:45:27

someone said this before
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”

If you think you have already found and removed all the barriers, move on and be happy. =)
» Dino (165.21.155.114) on 2008-03-21 06:55:46

To Elissa:
thanks a lot :D
» Handy on 2008-03-21 12:48:04

To dino:
Hey who is this Dino??
You are a very nice person. I appreciate ur comment so much.
» Handy on 2008-03-21 12:48:52

Well, as the saying goes "It's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all."

Love isn't easy, especially for you, me and people like us. Take it in your stride. Brace yourself for the strong gales that would come in the future, for this is but a mere gust of wind of what may come.

Love is terribly painful I know, for I still have feelings of endearment towards someone. You do know that person. That person's even in your 'Buddies' section. Oh dear, hopefuly he doesn't know I'm talking about him.

Anyway, you definitely know of my existence, but I don't think we had ever breathed a word to each other. Hope we can talk and be friends online though.

Handy, best of luck in your life!
» "Marc" (203.120.68.66) on 2008-03-24 11:02:06

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